Thanks for being here for me no matter what.
Geez. I felt like crying right now. After all these days...words and even emojis couldn't explain my feelings. So, tonight, finally I get the answer to all of my worries.
Okay, first of all, I wanted to dedicate a thank you note for the only guy that had successfully giving me a life full with experiences for these past three to four years, I guess (honestly, it is quite exhausted to count all the days that we were being together cause I am totally sucks at calculation and the fact that I stop to appreciate the length of journey to be in loved with a guy cause I had finally came to a conclusion that, a male is always a male no matter who they were). Life sucks anyway, for me.
It's like, most of the persons I loved were being taken away from me and I couldn't have any single feelings (but that's okay, I am getting used to it).
Second of all, thank you for letting me go forever (which means, I am now free to be with someone that I will love endlessly, I mean, not that endlessly, it is just that, I am a person full with love and I couldn't bear to keep this love for myself and I am truly have the needs to share this love to the one who really appreciate my presence no matter what). Omg this is extremely sad.
Third of all, I am so thankful that now, I can move forward and live the life that I wanted - to be like a normal kid.
Last but not least, I am now able to cook for myself and it is pretty awesome!
Let's check this out!
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Geez...I am so not having an imagination. I mean, just look at my 'art of culinary'. As long as it tasted good, then I'm cool with it. It's like, it is not a big deal right? |