So, it has been quite several months since my last post and now I am too lazy to write actually. Right now, it feels like I am living in a foreign country even though I am back in my bedroom. It is quite strange because all of sudden I have this weird attitude and all the anxieties suddenly haunting me. All the minor sound and so on keep bothering me, such as the normal honking vehicles, the shoveling sounds, vehicle door closing sounds, (Oh my goodness, I am so unreasonable! Did I just failed the
reasonable man's test? Being a layman is quite hard but I hope I will
slowly adapt to it). Hmm...and the fun part is, the birds chirping sounds.
It's like tweeting my daily activities in such a weird way and it's like transmitting information, I don't know. So funny and quite entertaining. Well, at least I've learned something like, which class of birds that loves to hang around outside of my windows and thinking about their feedings in my place and compared them to the foreign countries for examples, some birds in here do enjoy the paddy field but in reality, birds do eat worms like a chicken for protein? Or...the chickens in here eat corn? I am not sure about the farming thing. Is it? I am not fully aware how does the ecosystem works but I just acknowledge the chain of food in the ecosystem, or should I said, in "our ecosystem". Since I am allergic to cats, and practically failed to take care of pets, so, I guess I just take care for my dried parsley herbs. Well, at least, they smell nice like flowers!...and the best part is, I am having this sanctuary of the neon pothos! (some of us might called them money plant but, as for me, I am quite afraid that, I hope they will still be alive since I had left them for few months since end of June 2020 till around September 2020.
Oh hey, I remember, there's a principle in this Law of Torts that described the issue on "extraordinary sensitivity on the part of the plaintiff". Well, it is quite funny to express that, I am a Malaysia born but deep inside my heart, I really do feel like an alien in here. LOL. (Yeah, all the influences that I had learned from all the stories from the English common law as well and lots of watching movies in HBO, Family Fox, and so on.) In short, I miss my friends in the legal team.
I am in my final semester and to be honest, I feel so stupid it hurts. HAHA. Maybe I just miss my little angel...she's changed to this super-girly tiny toddler-mode. She's even forget about the things that I taught her before. It's quite sad and frustrated actually, because I really wanted to raise her as if we were in the United Kingdom or the United States of America. Nah...I am such a mess person. So, let your "so-called brother" to decide.
Okay, back to the main purpose of writing this post, I am actually sad to leave this law school and it is extremely and painfully tragic to be an adult after graduating. Let me put an emoji to describe the sadness.--> 😠(I think an emoji is enough cause I am still exaggerating my emotions and still ranting like a kid HAHA) - well, each and everyone in my circle actually quite aware of this fact. LOL.
So, the thing here that I want to confess is that...I am still thinking of how to make money after graduating, so that I can feed myself first. (Dude, I need to feed myself first lah, and successfully take care of my health, my body and my rationale thinking as well.) Shoot! Now I have "the dude" in me, previously it was a coach. Now, it is a "dude". I'm started to live like a dude now. Well, hats-off to me! Now, I am officially a layman, I guess.
Okay, enough talking. I have piles of files like a mystery case files...to be done. I'm done for today and I think I need a boyfriend to help me cure this 'ranting spoiled brat' attitude mode. HARHAR.
Maybe it's true, like Kurt says, "Maybe I should just watch SpongeBob." (Is it SpongeBob or cartoon?) Lucky to have these Smile Squad to cheer up my day.
Well, I need to take a shower and enjoy the evening view outside. Oh hey, I have a mini-garden! Let me share with all of you...
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| That is my dried parsley and...I left the teabags inside of the container since, I am feeling penthouse vibes. |
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| These two, remains two and three leaves since I did separated the roots. |
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| ...and finally, my study from home sanctuary...it does look like, a total mess for an adult. | |
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So, I hope all these will ended soon and, I am sort of needed a serious break or a major vacation or maybe, applying for a job...as a waitress? Taking orders? Well, I guess, maybe I should be working in the island as...a waitress! Yay!...or some basic job in Perhentian Island of course!
Who wants to be a lawyer, anyway? :p
(Belum jadi lawyer, I dah feel threatened!) LOL.
Till then, goodbye!
sha._