[posting pertama saya dalam blog ini dibuat ketika saya berusia 24 tahun, 8 bulan dan 22 hari. jadi setakat bulan November 2024, saya telah genap berusia 36 tahun. nombor telefon mahupun nombor kenderaan saya tiada kaitan dengan kehidupan peribadi saya. harap bertabah.]

Tuesday, September 30, 2025

my family

 


pre convo belum long call.. 


nantilah update betul2.

pic graduate masa tahun 2022, November.

penat nak ulang.

muat baju ibu sebab masa tu pregnant (apr 2023 due).

sekarang rambut aku masih pendek. 

rasanya next year baru cukup panjang. tapi macam best je rambut pendek sebab senang nak mandi. haha!


link convo:

https://www.youtube.com/live/r0ejHn0l6Z4?si=dbjuz7uZv-MX0Ie6

link graduate aku edit supaya focus kat aku:

https://youtu.be/zQEjktrPSY0?si=_eoFbxgCoJAUb7C3

(aku bukan menari atau berjoget masa atas pentas.. aku buat isyarat support Fernando Foriesteri (jersey 45) soccer player JDT..mungkin sebab pembawakan anak aku kot. tak sangka baby aku boy rupanya! sekarang mana ada aku minat nak layan bola lagi. wakaka.)

ek? bye.

apsal? sebab dak2 bluetick (influencer camping dengan home item) tu, aku dah takleh update blog ni ke camne? eh. kau sape nak halang aku? aku kakak dia.

by the way, blog aku ni lama dah wujud. takde orang kisah pun. okay. aku tak kacau laki sape2, aku busy blogging lagi bagus dari ade yang busy pantau aku 24 jam di mana2 macam dah takde kehidupan social mahupun job lain. sorry lah aku kakak so bahasa aku memang kasar sikit ye. benak dengan manusia yang nak control apa aku buat sampai nak blogging pun salah. ee busy dengan hal sendiri jelah ek. bye!

(tak taulah tuju kat siapa bebudak jenis busy body terpaling nak paksa aku stop blogging macam dia lak bayau data aku). yang benau tengah busy jadi hantu raya ke camne? haha. menjelma di sana sini..please lah~ insecure ek? sejak lahir memang insecure ke? kesian. insecure takpe, yang jadi hal tu kalau bitter tengok aku update blog sini.


terpaling bitter tengok aku update blog sini.

sakit mata tengok muka aku, tayah tengok.

good morning



 hello!!

haha. apa nak update ye kat sini.

peringatan buat diri sendiri agar tak mudah di scam mahupun di troll.

apa beza 999 dengan 39?


kalau perasan, perasan lah ye terpulang.


kitanya 9 the third.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

perasan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


(eh eh eh tak terfikir lak ek. eh eh eh dah lambek nak terfikir) haha


nota: homework siap dan submit already. pape nanti semak sendiri okay. bye!


selamat berbudi 95!! 

tak payah tunjuk lesen memandu!!

- park kat lot nak isi minyak

- masuk amount (ruang space custom macam komputer tu, boleh custom amount jadi rm2.00)

- insert debit kad (jangan ler debit kad baki rm1.00 pegi isi amount fuel nak rm20.00)

- insert mykad bila keluar ayat "nak budi 95"?

- insert bonus kad collect point (optional)

- isi minyak je cam biasa


cara nak semak: https://www.budi95.gov.my/eligibility-check?type=individual


rasanya kalau ade MyKad, tu kira citizen la.. 


simpan sini buat kenangan.
semalam dah isi rm2.00


Monday, September 29, 2025

i wish..

i wish.. i could have a boyfriend right now..

so we could get married and have sex together..

truly sad to endure this feelings of thinking about having sex for every single night...

i can't even sleep properly thinking about having sex all night..

i refuse to live at the best of my ability just to think of having sex every single night..

Monday, January 6, 2020

Happy 2020 Y'all!

Hellooooooo world!

I am back! Well, the planned to be such a professional blogger has officially ended. I am back in my old blog which I really missed writing leisurely. Teehee!

I missed this blog so much and, by watching 'Istanbul Aku Datang' on Malaysia TV3, I decided to keep this blog publicly. Yay!

Setelah membaca satu Alasan Penghakiman dengan 42 halaman, maka, it's time to blog on our Wawasan 2020!

Siapa sangka aku hidup lagi? LOL.

So, I had nothing much to say about this 2020. It's just that, I am currently waiting for the LLB offer letter issued by UiTM. Fingers crescent.

I had officially obtained my official transcript for Bachelor of Legal Studies (Hons). CGPA ke laut tu dah pasti. Maka, dengan CGPA yang sebegitu, sampai terlupa nak register for convocation ceremony. LOL.

Selamat tinggal outfit konvo.

I am working on my research online business site. Lots of ideas to do but so little time to execute.

Dah nak hampir tahun 2020, baru aku kenal apa itu Kapten Pisang. HAHAHAHA.

So, macam ni rupanya pisang goreng yang dah di modified.

Walau apa pun, my first attempt, sangat tidak mengecewakan.


So, for New Year's Resolution, I don't really have any. It's just that, I had to accept the fact that, I am a single mom plus, a stay-at-home mom. So, I need to focus on being a stay-at-home mom and doing freelance paralegal services as a part-time job. It is hard I have to admit, emotionally and physically. I have to let go of that big dream of returning to work as usual years before and focus on how to manage my time wisely at home.

It is very challenging actually to manage my time to suit with my little one's. As she grows older, she barely sleeps during the day. So, I need to entertain her needs. Baru nak rehat, dia pun buang air besar. Huhuhuhuhuhu. Frust sungguh bila perkara ni berlaku. 

...and I gain weight like, 4 to 5 kilo! Shoot!

No worry, I already ordered a backup plan. HAHA.

Oh ya, tahniah untuk Sally sebab she's married!!! I will share this soon.

Last but not least, Happy 2020 semua!!!

XOXO,
Sharifa!

Bye theblackbracelet! I'm back in here...